It's hard to believe it's been another month. What a month it has been- Damn! I took an about turn this month - and felt like a full-time writer, researcher, and overall deep sea diver. It was such a heads-down month compared to most people. The whole world was on vacation. This month was less of my private practice helping individuals and almost all doing the back-end work, getting all my ducks in a row for a big project.

I am writing this post from an office in San Francisco. A place I am moving to, but that cheese has moved so many times, I am having difficulty believing I am moving here. Pulled into different directions, none of which I thought I had planned. I am exhausted from being on the road for almost four months. I want a place to land. I am also in the middle of the dive I am taking with work, and like my sophomore year, I feel adrift from the long-term dream. Where is the value in the struggle work-the midway point when you don't see real progress? This is where faith is required, and mistakes feel more prominent than they are. I feel beat down, but I know it's for a reason.

I have been looking hard this week at San Francisco's homeless and mental health issues. Being originally from Seattle, these are not new issues for me. However, it has been five years since I have had to look at them so head on. SF is going through such hard times. It seems like the whole world is ripping on it, and even the locals are losing hope. It's always been such a special city. Tech became its white knight but also its Achilles heel. It is high time this city began to re-imagine itself, not built around tech. It needs to be built around people- all the people and all their needs. SF needs new eyes, hearts, and leadership. I am curious to see how this new vision ensues.

Spirituality is about everything and how we handle it. The hard in anyone's life can shift as we grow and change. We learn one thing, and the next lesson is upon us. Or we are tested once again, this time in a different way. I am a deep person; I have always been one. I spend an excessive amount of time processing my life. It is my work. We don't get easy lives. We get the life we are meant to live, the lessons we are set up for, and the experiences that align with them. Each day is a different challenge, joy, and moment. We aren't here to judge, avoid, or dismiss any of them. We are accepting life here as a gift.

I appreciate you listening. For without your ears, I would have no one to talk with. Without you, there would be no me. For we are One. Together we create the universe. Apart we are stars. Aligned & forgiven for all the sins and the saints. We thank you for listening, and we hope to see you soon! - a mini download from my guides.

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